Anonymous asked: panic! at the disco bass lines are the reason i breathe.

I feel you.

Anonymous asked: Oh, I didn't know that was the way it went down. I thought it was at a time when you were upset with me and aiming to subconciously start something. Sorry, I shouldn't assume. I'm sorry for confronting you in such a harsh way, and all apologies are accepted. It's in the past now, I'm going to move on from it. Thank you for clarifying it to me, I'm working on not jumping to conclusions.

Thank you for accepting my apology. I appreciate it. I’m glad you’re working on making yourself better. Good luck to you on that. I hope you do well in that adventure and in your schooling coming up soon. I apologize for the confusion. Goodbye, old friend.

Anonymous asked: Megan said you told her. :) and she had no idea before. :)

I don’t recall telling her. I might’ve. Probably because I assumed she knew. Since you and her were so close, I must’ve assumed she was already told. But I don’t recall it. I’ll take your word for it and I am quite sorry if that offends you or hurts you in any way. I’m sure I didn’t mean for it to hurt you when it happened. I don’t mean for it to hurt you now. So I am sincerely sorry for what I did. I don’t expect forgiveness. Just acknowledge that I have made an apology. Again, very sorry to offend you and hurt you. I didn’t mean to.

Anonymous asked: It's scarlet. :) who else do you love to gossip about and who has a girlfriend? :)

Uh. I never told anyone anything like that. So, I dunno what you’re talking about. Who told you I said those things? The only people I talked about your girlfriend with was people who already knew about her. So.

Anonymous asked: Be a nicer person is on your list? When have you ever been mean?

I used to be brutal, actually. I used to be a terrible person. I’ve been doing a lot of self help over the summer to make myself a better person. I’m currently trying to work on my anger. It’s tough, but at least I’m trying. I’m trying to grow into a better person. It’s been a lot of work and I still have a ton left to do. But I’m at least getting there and making progress.

Anonymous asked: Will you update the list tomorrow?

I dunno. I’ll get around to it soon.

Anonymous asked: Just learned you told some people that I'm a lesbian near the end of the school year last year lol. :) really nice to know you can keep a secret. :) to think i actually tried to be a nice friend and listen to you and support you through ryan. :) lol

First, I dunno who you are so.
Second, I don’t know what you’re talking about. I didn’t tell anyone anything like that. Who told you I did?
Third, I really don’t know who you are so I can’t say how well you supported me through Ryan. So.

Anonymous asked: Goals for the new school year?

Be a nicer person. Actually attempt to do my homework. Cry less. Be more active in class. Text less during class. Be a better student for my teachers. Actually try to behave myself. Complain less. Laugh more. Just try to make myself and others happy through the year. Stuff like that.

Anonymous asked: Making playlists isn't manditory, you can just listen. Just click on a playlist you might like and keep it on in the background.

I suppose I could. I dunno. I’ll think about it.

Anonymous asked: 8tracks? if you don't have one, you should get one. great way to find music, and you can post your playlists to tumblr and get a lot of notes and things. its a great way to share music.

I dunno. I guess it is a good idea. But I have a lot going on right now and that seems like a lot of work.

Anonymous asked: Did you get any listening done?

I did. I just didn’t update my list yet. Sorry, love.

Anonymous asked: Oooh, what's his name?

His name is Mitchell. ^-^

Anonymous asked: what do you do to calm yourself? not anxiety related, just when you're sad or stressful.

I do a lot of writing. I play certain video games that i know I love and will always cheer me up. I like to read as much as possible and listen to good music. I keep good people around me who I know can cheer me up and take my mind off things. Naps are always a good thing if you can sleep during the day. Movies and good TV shows are always a good idea. If you’re ever down, I suggest Whose Line Is It Anyway? It’s great for a laugh and helps you feel better. I just do the things I love and make sure I do certain things depending on the situation.

Anonymous asked: You have a guy! SPILL THE DETAILS WOMAN!

Lol. Yes I do. Well, sort of. We’re not officially dating but we practically are. He’s such a sweetheart. He makes me feel so special and loved. He’s so funny and nerdy. He’s a musician too, just like me so it’s just amazing. I love being around him. When I’m with him, all my problems just seem to melt away. He’s the sweetest guy I’ve ever met. I’ve, honestly, never been so happy. ^-^

Anonymous asked: have you listened yet?

No, sorry. I had wonderful surprise plans when I got up today. So I didn’t get around to it. I promise I’ll at least get one done tomorrow.